| Nov. 20th, 2006 @ 05:11 pm Today |
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Current Location: moms house
Current Mood: reminescing
Current Music: theres a good reason why these tables are numberd by Panic
ugg.. long ass die. my car is dieing...;( slowly but surely. i took it to the shop teacher at school today and he said the breaks are shot but he changed the oil for me. i need new routers and some other things. its gona be about $100 to fix it. my mothers boyfreind says hes going to sell that car anyway.. wich is retarted because that car doesnt even belong to him, the title is in my name. so i guess im gona be w/out a car for alot longer then i thought. it took me about 2 hours to get home from school today cuz no one would come pick me up. it was ridiculous. my mom keeps asking what i want for dinner but i really dont know. so we might not have dinner. i was journaling today about how i hate having an in-home daycare. i mean i can stand kids i suppose. but they whine and cry all the time. their children... i try to be understanding but come on! its kinda like having 10 little brothers and sisters. their here alot.
jordan was being a douchse in the commons today after school. i was talking to him and he kept tickling me and shit. and i hate that shit. i mean its fun sometimes i guess. but at school im more serious. and hes like whats wrong w/ you.. ur different, you've changed. it made me kinda sad. i hate it when people tell me ive changed cuz i know they liked the old me and i guess i hate disapointing people. i dont think he meant it all like that tho. im just thinking about it in a more broad range, wich i do often. i take things to heart too easily. er i use to. ive really worked on that. hmm what the hell was i gona say.
Oh! the point was i jsut wasnt in a playful mood and he was. like me and him always horse around. hes an energetic person. but sometimes he doesnt know when to stop. when i get irritated w/ him i say "im gona kick you i swear" but he doesnt care. i really tried kicking him today and he didnt budge. hes too rough sometimes. meh, anyway.
My shoulders are still hurting me. it hurts to take my shirt off when i change cloths. their very stiff and sore. i dont know what i did to them. i thought i just slept wrong but its not going away. i wana go to a chiropractor.
Recently a freind of mine ranaway from home. we've been hopping to hear from her all weekend. some people almost caught her twice but now we have no idea where she is. some think shes in south dakota. i just dont know how she'd get there tho. chantal thinks she'd hitchhike. shes a very pretty girl. i hope shes okay. she'll surface soon. i hope. its hard dealing w/ a freind whos run away. ive gone thru this befor when another freind ran away. but i knew where she was. wich almost made it worse really! cuz i had to watch what i say and censor myself. yea that sucked. i would call the house she was staying at and have to worry if when someone answerd if she'd still be there. it was terrible. this runaway is hard in its own way too. i hope she comes home soon. i say that so much its irritating. i just dont know what else to say. she said she thought she pregnant the week befor she left. i know someone who thinks she might've just had a miscarriage. omg. i hate thinking about this.anyway. i gota go.
love, Beth |
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